Worked hard all morning on this cake for Caleb's 2nd birthday party. Luckily my girlfriend and I have started swapping kids once a week so we both get a day to clean run errands or whatever we want. So today was my day alone which was great cause I was able to do the cake and get some cleaning done. Now if I could just get Caleb to nap!! 
having a hard time reading others blog right now and not wanting to participate in my own as there are so many moms out there w/ kids calebs age who are pregnant as well. my heart has been broken time and time again over the last few months of ttc and I just am having trouble coping. So it will no doubt be quiet in the next week as we see if this month was another failure. In other news, calebs big birthday bash is saturday and I'm doing my best not to stress over it. Big mess w/ the family harboring old pains so looks like it will be mostly friends and my parents. Last year we had the whole family, all sides, it was the first time some of them had been together in a long time. I guess they hadnt gotten over having to have dealt w/ it then and dont want to this year. I was stressed over that but now am deciding that its is their choice if they dont want to participate in my sons life. But it still hurts. Blah. I feel blah the weather is blah I just want to curl into bed and cry..........